I am talking about the Muscovado Sugar Monster but I am talking about the "real" monster within myself. It is the thing that triggers me to do something bad. I think it is a mix of negative emotions within me that is making me mad and moody sometimes.




I tried to handle it for months but now it seems that I cannot handle it anymore. I think I terribly miss my old friends. I miss talking to them like we are just the only person in that place. Talking about personal issues in our life. Not just a quick talk about the previous topic that we had in the previous class or a quick talk about the topic that I am not used to talk about. I really miss them!


The people around me now is very different to the people that surrounds me last year. And I miss them.