Good morning! Time check it is 8:04 AM and kakagising ko lang but here I am doing the right thing which is writing another blog post. Grabe na-miss ko talaga mag blog and I hope I can keep this energy up forever. Was not able to blog in 2019 for so many reasons and I regret not blogging in 2019 kasi ang dami nangyari good and bad sana na-document ko mga yun for the future.

Got no plans for today pero I think lalabas kami ng partner ko today. After ko i-publish tong blog na to ilalabas ko si sam para umihi and mag poop sya sa buong village. 

I am still playing SPIRITWISH and mejo lumalakas na ako like kaya ko na mag 2M to 3M boss damage thanks to my Fire Mage. 😊

I am not sure if you will read this post but I am really sorry kasi hindi ako nakabili ng cake for your surprise baby shower today. Alanganin naman kasi yung timing ng party mo (hello kakatapos kaya ng Christmas and New Year at lahat ng dapat pag-gastusan).

I know Dennis is furious at me kasi I did not open his messages both on IG and FB even our mutual friends are contacting me pero kahit seen from me wala.

I know by now, alam mo na kung ano ginawa ko or hindi ko ginawa and you will hate me forever and I am really sorry. 

Adulting is so hard and parang wala akong ganang maki-connect to my old friends anymore that it's okay if ako lang and yung partner ko and samson my dog. Cannot explain what is happening to me lately but I feel like it's okay not to have friends anymore as long as I am with my loved ones.

I can't sleep because of this but I am sure I can move on soon. Sorry ulit Kakis! :(

Hala di ko alam ano gagawin ko kasi nalimutan ko na this Saturday (tomorrow) na pala yung surprise party for Kissie and hindi ako naka-kita ng cake for her. 😭😭😭

I was actually of buying her a cake from Conti's kaso gusto ng other friends nya eh yung personalized/decorated cakes na parang pang wedding with motif pa daw and we never talk na for years kaya I am kind of hesitant to buy na din.

So our other friend, Mark Dennis is now contacting me na about the cake both sa IG and FB and fudge am not responding! huhu I am such a bad friend. 😩

Grabe na-miss ko talaga mag-blog ng ganito where I don't care if someone is reading it or not. Wala lang kasi I was editing my next vlog on iMovie then stumbled on my on blogs here tapos I decided to read my very first blog post way back 2009 tapos inisa-isa ko na yung mga posts ko from 2010, 2011 and more. Grabehan yung english ko lumalaban. HAHA!

Anyway, I am planning of blogging like it was 2010 kahit 2020 na and wala ng nagbabasa ng blogs kasi people these days are into visual stuff na like youtube pero I am blogging for myself. This blog has been my outlet when I was still in college. Dito ko na-post lahat ng frustrations ko sa life ko and I am thankful kasi I did post them here and now, I can go back there and reminisce pero more on laugh at myself for being so damn stressed/depressed over little things.

I am back na sa Taguig kaninang 12 midnight and buti lumuwas kami on the first of January kasi super luwag ng kalsada walang traffic! Normally 6 to 7 hours byahe namin from Zambales to Taguig pero kanina inabot lang kami ng 4 hours. Amazing diba?

Anyway, sleep muna ako at may work na ulit ako later. 😭

Since I posted my last blog for 2019 yesterday, I decided na mag-blog ulit today for my very first blog in 2020 since I got nothing to do here in Zambales other than playing Spiritwish on my phone and super init dito parang summer everyday.

Right now, I am here sa labas ng bahay with Gee playing Mobile Legends and si Sam naman nasa balcony lang nakatingin kung saan saan. I am very impressed kay Sam kasi super behave nya sa byahe and dito sa bahay kasi he listens kapag sabihin ko na wag sya lumabas ng balcony kasi super messy sa labas ang kaka-groom lang nya 2 days ago.

We will be going back to Taguig na mamayang 7 PM and I hope we can still visit sa beach mamaya kasi second time na ni Sam dito sa Cabangan and he still not able to go to the beach.

I hope I can sustain this blog pero I will do my best to catch up kahit on a weekly basis kasi to be honest, I don't enjoy vlogging especially in public kaya dito ko na lang ido-document lahat for now.

Dito muna for this blog post. :)

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While writing this blog, I am in Zambales (my hometown) with Gee. Umuwi kami nung 28th after my shift with Ate Jhie, Baby Jared, Sam and si Kuya Roland who is also our driver.

Today, we went to Cabangan Market to buy some ingredients para mamaya and super dami ng tao! Daig pa ang divisoria sa siksikan ng mga tao and so difficult na makahanap ng car parking slot.

Mejo mainit ang weather today compared to last couple of days pero okay pa naman. Kaya pa ng electric fan. Too bad hindi lumalamig yung aircon sa kwarto for some reason so andito lang ako sa balcomy ng bahay with Sam and nakatutok sa amin yung electric fan. Super chill day lang which is na miss ko kasi bihira lang ako mag chill kapag nasa Taguig ako.

I am not gonna write a post about my New Year's resolution (siguro) kasi hindi ko naman nasusunod. HAHA! I will try my best to be better and better everyday and hopefully, I can do something what I love this 2020 na. I am planning of resigning na sa work to work sa clinic with Gee pero I am still thinking hard about it. Sunlife is part of my life na din and maganda ang work benefits so hirap akong iwan and the fact that I am being recognized sa work is also a bonus point. Mag 5th year na ako sa March 2020 and if magre-resign ako I will get some sort of retirement money pero still not sure. Bahala na siguro.

Dito muna for this blog post. Til next time! If you are reading this, comment ka naman para I know if someone is still reading blogs these days. Follow me on IG: foxmystyle

I miss writing blog posts like this. Can we go back to 2010 where I can write multiple blog posts in a day and schedule another posts for another dates I mean that's crazy! Today, I find it so hard to face my PC and write daily blogs because Netflix is life same with sleep.

December 22, 2019 (Sunday). I am writing this post at Gee's clinic while I am waiting for him along with Imee and Iona at the treatment area. Supposedly I need to do some of my LOMA lessons (work/insurance stuff) but here I am writing a post and just finish changing my blog theme which is simpler compared to my old magazine type template.

I don't feel like it's Christmas already. I miss the feeling of excitement for Christmas but now that I am old, to be honest I feel sad. My family is in Belgium and I gotta work during Christmas eve that's so sad. 😭😭😭

Hello guys! I have been so busy these past few weeks that I forgot to update my blogs. So far, 2015 has been overwhelming and there are lots of changes as well. 

Just want to update you with the blog that I currently trying to work out. I actually made this way back in February but because of slow internet connection here in my new place, I was not able to update it regularly until I started working in my new company.

I still cannot move on about the thoughts of me leaving my first ever job. The firm that actually accepted me first when everything seems not to notice what I am capable of. And of course, the people behind it. They are just so amazing I can't describe in thousand flowery words. Somehow, they made me as who I am right now.

I also feel sorry for those who got too attached to me (and so do I), I hate the feeling of leaving somebody as much as being left behind. 

I am not sure if I am doing the right thing. As much as I want to focus with my career, I can't help not to think what is on the table right at this very moment... My family.

It's been a while since I last posted my Life Lately series because there are so many things happening now. Good and bad but it's balance and I am sure I can make it. I just kept on thinking about someone's mantra in life. "If it is not good, then it's not the end"-- or something like that. 

I have been sitting in front of my laptop thinking of some interesting things to blog about but I can't think of any. Days/ Weeks like this sucks especially if you really want to be productive but can't think of anything to do. Luckily, there is this so-called fillers I have in my blog, "Life Lately" where I just post everything I want to say about my life (duh), like a free-write, no stopping, no proofreading, just raw entry.