I am not sure if you will read this post but I am really sorry kasi hindi ako nakabili ng cake for your surprise baby shower today. Alanganin naman kasi yung timing ng party mo (hello kakatapos kaya ng Christmas and New Year at lahat ng dapat pag-gastusan).

I know Dennis is furious at me kasi I did not open his messages both on IG and FB even our mutual friends are contacting me pero kahit seen from me wala.

I know by now, alam mo na kung ano ginawa ko or hindi ko ginawa and you will hate me forever and I am really sorry. 

Adulting is so hard and parang wala akong ganang maki-connect to my old friends anymore that it's okay if ako lang and yung partner ko and samson my dog. Cannot explain what is happening to me lately but I feel like it's okay not to have friends anymore as long as I am with my loved ones.

I can't sleep because of this but I am sure I can move on soon. Sorry ulit Kakis! :(